Let's talk shit

~since no one ever reads my shit, let me just rant~

recent events have lead me to believe that shit does happen no matter how hard you try to prevent it; and if you hold that shit deep inside you long enough, it will poison you.

I grew up with the idea that messes are created by people, and if said mess would be done to you, you would have had a part in it one way or another. Apparently, there are kinds of shits that shouldn't be counted as such. Examples of these are bacteria from water that you drank, others are laxatives administered forcefully even if you weren't even constipated.

What's my point? I'm experiencing the poison and I have no way to stop or control it. Truth is I'M TERRIFIED. I'm just terrified. Let me just scream: Shit happens.